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go without a compass until you find the clocktower.
"I don't want to know if I still have a home.
It's not home if it's all gone."
. the university
he overheard in the laboratory that it would be another year.
extended semesters,
he was thinking that maybe midnight is a misnomer, that
nothing is quite like the library at 2 AM,
a study in silhouette of the shapes outside the window
simply the statues of weeping angels
standing guard over sufi tombs.
from sunrise to sunset, through daybreak and fireflies,
he studied neurology in an excerpt from
the dream journal, writing a thesis on afterthoughts
and flower pots.
. the soccer field
the foxgloves grew beneath a million jewels of sunlight.
students sprinting like dama gazelle,
hitting goals and grass stains
he admitted that there's delight in me that's
not yet dead.
he recalled knotting his shoelaces
and stretching his joints, limbs, and spine
after being curled around an ache in
the examination room.
his classmates didn't realize the
military was watching.
. the market
friendly men and women, raising scents of silk and gunpowder.
they didn't have much. papercut portraits of
pop singers and dead poets,
and their shared brown eyes.
he learned within the institute that greeks
were obsessed with law and order,
terrified of eris and the moirai, and that death
hates personification but
we give him feet and hands.
when the army took him, they handed him a rifle and a
dull knife for a misericorde.
a foreigner said something about the morgue,
the medical tent, about mi cuerpo sin cicatrices.
whatever it meant, he knew the man would be dead soon.
. the fireplace
upon returning home, the single room was too small.
he spent days staring at the ridges
in the plaster ceiling, at the jasmine
beginning to die on
the faded gleaming windowsill.
his younger brothers were poverty children,
never knowing that playing in the streets and
saying morbid proverbs was
the equivalent of callegrafía to a corporate facade
and they grew up in a westernized time,
where nothing sounds lyrical like it should and everything
echoes in these mirrorless halls.
. the clocktower
the whole country was covered in rubble and rust.
he found their makeshift football goals collapsed,
digitalis revisited he was greeted by
bruise-colored dripping,
coal gray insect wings.
uncalled, he remembered the scientific name of
the red admiral, the painted lady, the
mourning cloak in family nymphalidae.
a self-inflicted achromatic bearing the
green and white flag, he made a promise to
his departed classmates that
nothing would be able to bury me.
in an email to his brothers and
parents, last edited 11:11 in the timezone
half a world away, he was told
the library is still full.
he asked the cousins who never knew him
if they can say you would have loved me.
the clocktower marks the center, the heart.
does the structure have a name?
not in this story, because only the undefined
are infinite.
maybe damaged, even wiped off the map,
but for some instants,
it is still home.
"The dusty crimson bricks still stand.
I can see the way to familiar horizons at last."
"I don't want to know if I still have a home.
It's not home if it's all gone."
. the university
he overheard in the laboratory that it would be another year.
extended semesters,
he was thinking that maybe midnight is a misnomer, that
nothing is quite like the library at 2 AM,
a study in silhouette of the shapes outside the window
simply the statues of weeping angels
standing guard over sufi tombs.
from sunrise to sunset, through daybreak and fireflies,
he studied neurology in an excerpt from
the dream journal, writing a thesis on afterthoughts
and flower pots.
. the soccer field
the foxgloves grew beneath a million jewels of sunlight.
students sprinting like dama gazelle,
hitting goals and grass stains
he admitted that there's delight in me that's
not yet dead.
he recalled knotting his shoelaces
and stretching his joints, limbs, and spine
after being curled around an ache in
the examination room.
his classmates didn't realize the
military was watching.
. the market
friendly men and women, raising scents of silk and gunpowder.
they didn't have much. papercut portraits of
pop singers and dead poets,
and their shared brown eyes.
he learned within the institute that greeks
were obsessed with law and order,
terrified of eris and the moirai, and that death
hates personification but
we give him feet and hands.
when the army took him, they handed him a rifle and a
dull knife for a misericorde.
a foreigner said something about the morgue,
the medical tent, about mi cuerpo sin cicatrices.
whatever it meant, he knew the man would be dead soon.
. the fireplace
upon returning home, the single room was too small.
he spent days staring at the ridges
in the plaster ceiling, at the jasmine
beginning to die on
the faded gleaming windowsill.
his younger brothers were poverty children,
never knowing that playing in the streets and
saying morbid proverbs was
the equivalent of callegrafía to a corporate facade
and they grew up in a westernized time,
where nothing sounds lyrical like it should and everything
echoes in these mirrorless halls.
. the clocktower
the whole country was covered in rubble and rust.
he found their makeshift football goals collapsed,
digitalis revisited he was greeted by
bruise-colored dripping,
coal gray insect wings.
uncalled, he remembered the scientific name of
the red admiral, the painted lady, the
mourning cloak in family nymphalidae.
a self-inflicted achromatic bearing the
green and white flag, he made a promise to
his departed classmates that
nothing would be able to bury me.
in an email to his brothers and
parents, last edited 11:11 in the timezone
half a world away, he was told
the library is still full.
he asked the cousins who never knew him
if they can say you would have loved me.
the clocktower marks the center, the heart.
does the structure have a name?
not in this story, because only the undefined
are infinite.
maybe damaged, even wiped off the map,
but for some instants,
it is still home.
"The dusty crimson bricks still stand.
I can see the way to familiar horizons at last."
Literature
Dear parents
I know you've always loved me
You're proud of me
But that's not enough
And you should know it
Back when I was a little kid
New to the world
You were always so busy
Always so stressed
And I was just there
Trying my best to help
And to not get in the way
Used to deal with my own problems
Since I had no right to burden others
At elementary school
I always had the best grades
With minimal effort
So everything was fine to you
I was a perfect child
But I had no friends
I was always alone
I never shared my thoughts
I just wanted to go unnoticed
To be a ghost
I got to middle school
And my life went to Hell
Still no friends
Bullied all the time
By
Literature
on the walls in the third stall
this crowded mausoleum,
say willy & tyler & matt & jeremy & ian
and look at how their names become a song
see: boy stomaches an entire medicine cabinet to fill himself
see: boy becomes asteroid and lands, face first, on the interstate
see: boy origami folds his car around a tree in the forest,
or, boy is the tree and falls to the floor of a concrete jungle
and makes a sound. every time.
see how i’m the unaffected third party.
perhaps i killed them with my silence,
see this smoking barrel of a tongue
say nothing about what i have seen
though nowadays funerals all feel like reunions
except in black and without the dancing.
see all th
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Forgotten Halls
An ancient, sprawling maze to me,
Familiar as I grew;
It housed the rise of many
And saw the doom of few.
Never did I stop to think
Of those that came before;
All I saw was my own path,
My own tracks on the floor.
And now I see it once again
Its age making it new,
Strangers faces alien
The air of nineties, too.
I stood there when they tore it down,
Laughing with my friends.
Not once did I stop to mourn
The era come to end.
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I made it!!
Day Thirty of NaPoWriMo/gliitchmonth!
the title is inspired by this word:
. ya'aburnee (arabic) - "you bury me" - an expression of love, a declaration of one’s hope that they’ll die before another person because of how difficult it would be to live without them.
it's not wholly fitting because my family speaks pubjabi and urdu, not arabic. but close enough to hit home.
this is not, in my opinion, the best thing i've ever written but there's probably some parts here and there that make it redeemable.
it is obviously similar in structure to silk and gunpowder, the first poem submitted this month, which was set in china and influenced by stories my mom told me. likewise, this was set in my father's hometown and formed by his stories.
the clocktower is a place i hope to someday see for myself.
also, following in tradition with the past two years i've completed NaPo, i used all thirty titles in this final poem. i hope it doesn't sound too contrived or forced.
thank you so much for reading and writing with me!
I made it!!
Day Thirty of NaPoWriMo/gliitchmonth!
the title is inspired by this word:
. ya'aburnee (arabic) - "you bury me" - an expression of love, a declaration of one’s hope that they’ll die before another person because of how difficult it would be to live without them.
it's not wholly fitting because my family speaks pubjabi and urdu, not arabic. but close enough to hit home.
this is not, in my opinion, the best thing i've ever written but there's probably some parts here and there that make it redeemable.
it is obviously similar in structure to silk and gunpowder, the first poem submitted this month, which was set in china and influenced by stories my mom told me. likewise, this was set in my father's hometown and formed by his stories.
the clocktower is a place i hope to someday see for myself.
also, following in tradition with the past two years i've completed NaPo, i used all thirty titles in this final poem. i hope it doesn't sound too contrived or forced.
thank you so much for reading and writing with me!
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I love how you circle back and touch all the poems of the month.
It's like going for a walk, and on the way back, brushing your hand across some of the plants.
It's like going for a walk, and on the way back, brushing your hand across some of the plants.